It’s been awhile I felt like everything has been okay

with my family.  Not great…just okay…my family

hasn’t been great for years now. Not since the divorce.

Scratch that. Before the divorce there was always

screaming and yelling and fighting. I remember lying in bed

thinking…maybe if I just close my eyes, everything will just

go away. Mommy and daddy will love each other again…I was

wrong. I dont care anymore… Tonys great. He made everything

better.  But this summer was great. It felt like things were

finally going my way.  Now here we are three months into school

and I feel like running away. No where far..just to my friends house.

He promised me I’d be okay with him…nothing would hurt me.

I shouldnt complain. Both my parents are alive. Yet i can never

seem to please them. Always in the shadow of my older brother.

I don’t mind most of the time though.  Except now my familys

the one causing me tears. Just keep smiling nicole…one day I

may break but at least for now just pretend like everythings

okay…

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